A six gun lover, a candle in the wind...

So... It's 3.21am... just finished my dinner technically... cos i didnt eat anything before the pub. This can be your first installment of my friday morning blues post... That post-pub post that is often quite intreuging.

So to sum up the past few days... I've decided i want nothing more than freinds from kasie... I'll keep in contact because a new freind never goes astray.

Something that somebody said a while ago that has stuck in my mind as a good indication to help you figure out how you feel if you are lost, is think about the person you (may or may not) want to be with... What would you feel if you saw them with somebody else? In fact it is that very thought that perhaps got me into this predicament... when meagan saw me with kasie.

If kasie is with somebody else, i'll think: prick. Because she acted like she 'liked' me... But that's about it.... If meagan was with somebody else i'd probably cry. In fact i know i would. So there it is, life is easy once again...

I dont wanna be lonely no more, i dont wanna have to pay for this.... Or so i've said for a long time.

But i'm scared. I don't know if i'm ready for it. Because all of a sudden i've become popular it seems. I actually have girls liking me... girls i've liked but never done anything about have been showing interest... random chicks who think i'm funny drunk... and things like that....

Now i mean i'm not one for picking up randoms, i've mentioned it before.. But i mean randoms are idiots. But, i mean some of these people i know arent idiots... and it's upsetting to turn everyone down. I mean, I'm freaking pathetic.




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So in other news... i somehow managed to cut open my right foot with my left big toe nail... on the right hand side of my right foot... its its pretty swollen atm and it bled a fair bit... i have a tainted bandaid and sock now....

When i got home tonight... i decided to make pizza.

Once it was ready i decided i was an experienced pizza chef... and got cheese all over the kitchen.... and it wasnt on my pizza anymore... scooped most of it back up... but my kitchen is greasy and messy now.


going now because my foot is killing me...