The beauty of simplicity

I miss the simple life, ignorance really is bliss. The way i see it, the more you learn and the more you grow as a person you notice the flaws in everything and you overthink the consequences of all your actions and are therefore responsible for such actions. As a child you can do just about anything and nobody cares, there is a set school plan and you follow that and you have set things you have to do at home for pocket money. As you grow older you are thrown out into the open with so many paths to chose. Perhaps paths would be to simplify it too much, it's more like a membrane of life. A network of criss-crossing, overlapping paths where there is no indication of where each one leads until the choice is made. As a child you follow a dirt path, ocasionally you wander off into the bushes at the side of the path but your still heading in the same direction.

I still don't know where i'm going in life. I can't see me ever fitting into normal society. I find myself to be unlike anybody i have ever met. I don't want the world to see be because i don't think that they'd understand.