sigh

I was so fired up for karaoke tonight. I was going to try to sing something and i was going to have a good time. But we didnt even make it to the freeway and amy turned around and dropped me off at home. I'm not sure if they are going without me or doing something else now. I brought the entire mood down it seems. I was told that more people were coming to karaoke tonight including amys work freinds. But then when amy picked me up it was just her and cara with a possibility of fudgey riding his bike up later on. So i was naturally disapointed and i was worried of how it would go since there wouldnt be enough people to avoid contact with trav. So amy said there is no point going anymore, so i said fine take me home. So she did.

I hate it. I have nobody i can go to. I'm now left alone and upset.