Mad Season

You've figured me out; that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken, though hardly ever spoken...


Yep, it's that time of the year again. I'm coming undone so-to-speak. I know that's basically all I post about recently. It's because that's all I ever feel the need to get out. Really I should be studying right now but I'm not good at studying, especially when I get like this. Maybe it is exam period that makes me depressed because I spend so much time sitting in my room trying to convince myself to study and I actually realise how lonely I am. Maybe I'm just fucked in the head? Or maybe its because i've being going out drinking heaps recently and its screwed with me. I think I need some fruit. Ok my house doesn't have any fruit.

I can't feel my toes!

I've been changing, I think it's funny how noone knows.

Now I'm crying. Isn't that what you want?