Mr Big
Dear Diary,
Tonight is the first thursday I haven't gone to flannies in yonks, and every longer since other people I know went but I didn't. Not sure why really. I know that several people (especially Amy) seem to think that this is because somebody else wasn't going to be there. This isn't the reason though. Perhaps I might have missed one sooner if I didn't know she was there, but it's hard to say because of how often I have been. Either way, the reason I am sitting here tonight is because I'm simply over it.
My sinuses have been getting really bad lately which has been causing some headaches again and causing me to spit blood and brown shit most mornings. It's also been causing me to have really wrestless nights because I can't breathe properly. I'm sure I'm snoring like a drunk Ben too.
Dear Diary,
Today I spent most of the day playing UO. I'm adicted again. In the physics seminar this morning we got told about quantum computing and next week he is going to talk about teleportation. Not Star Trek style teleportation, but the teleportation of a particle. I remember them talking on the news about scientists teleporting a particle and making it out as if we were going to be able to teleport people or something like that soon. It was stupidly corny. But at the time all I knew was that they teleported a photon which I didnt think was really all that enlightening however there is more to it. In fact no point trying to go into detail about what I was going to say because I doubt you read this far. Still reading?
Burn all the candles out, make a wish but not aloud...
The idea of a wish is quite strange, it's like. Hey if we really want something magically it will come to us... Yeah that sounds like a good way to live, don't work hard for anything just wait for everything to come to you. Stupid kids. I mean what do you wish for anyway? I mean 'happiness' is what everybody wants right? Happiness or enlightenment, which I would hope that to find one is to find the other though. Excluding those, and other things that would constitute the same at those; what would you wish for?
Healthy, wealth or wise...?
Stupid cliche.
I think I'd have to go for the health. Or perhaps some kind of superpower?
Tonight is the first thursday I haven't gone to flannies in yonks, and every longer since other people I know went but I didn't. Not sure why really. I know that several people (especially Amy) seem to think that this is because somebody else wasn't going to be there. This isn't the reason though. Perhaps I might have missed one sooner if I didn't know she was there, but it's hard to say because of how often I have been. Either way, the reason I am sitting here tonight is because I'm simply over it.
My sinuses have been getting really bad lately which has been causing some headaches again and causing me to spit blood and brown shit most mornings. It's also been causing me to have really wrestless nights because I can't breathe properly. I'm sure I'm snoring like a drunk Ben too.
Dear Diary,
Today I spent most of the day playing UO. I'm adicted again. In the physics seminar this morning we got told about quantum computing and next week he is going to talk about teleportation. Not Star Trek style teleportation, but the teleportation of a particle. I remember them talking on the news about scientists teleporting a particle and making it out as if we were going to be able to teleport people or something like that soon. It was stupidly corny. But at the time all I knew was that they teleported a photon which I didnt think was really all that enlightening however there is more to it. In fact no point trying to go into detail about what I was going to say because I doubt you read this far. Still reading?
Burn all the candles out, make a wish but not aloud...
The idea of a wish is quite strange, it's like. Hey if we really want something magically it will come to us... Yeah that sounds like a good way to live, don't work hard for anything just wait for everything to come to you. Stupid kids. I mean what do you wish for anyway? I mean 'happiness' is what everybody wants right? Happiness or enlightenment, which I would hope that to find one is to find the other though. Excluding those, and other things that would constitute the same at those; what would you wish for?
Healthy, wealth or wise...?
Stupid cliche.
I think I'd have to go for the health. Or perhaps some kind of superpower?
posted by Steve at 10:59 PM
4 Comments:
Superpower for sure :P
Yeah, I'm thinking it would have to be something funky like that.
After all, what is life if not a journey? As someone who's largely unable to believe in religion due to the pure stupidity of many of the views presented by religion I certainly have no reason to believe in any kind of afterlife, and that strips life of the concept of having a purpose. Ergo, if I used a wish for anything that took away the struggle of life, I don't think I'd really have any reason to still exist; going through the ups and downs and actually living life is all there really is.
Jase has a point there with the religion thing. I'd like to believe that theres something after life, not just eternal darkness, and also that theres something higher. Sometimes i sorta do, but it never fits with any specific religions view, or even a mashing of lots of them.
Who knows. All you can do is keep fighting til you cant.
Oh also, the purpose of a wish is more in morale than something actually coming to you. We run on hope, whether its that we can achieve something, aquire something or whatever, if we lose that hope we die very quickly. Wishing is a part of keeping hope alive.
But there will always be struggles, just some people will be happier than others with the struggles they have and how the cope with them. So if something could be changed to make you happier you would certainly do it.
Also fudge, thats what I was getting at. All wishes are is hoping. I know hope gets alot of people through alot of things. I dunno I just was thinking what is the point of wishing. Most things you always want you never get.
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