By now you shoulda somehow realised what your not to do...

We killed wonderwall... In fact between us we killed a whole lotta songs...

Also peg didnt tell us she could actually sing before going... We were all doing the emotional support thing like the rest of us who couldnt sing, thinking she is gonna make an absolute ass of herself trying to sing celine dionne however its spelt... But she pulled it off...

The rest of us on the otherhand ruined many songs...

In case it hasn't been made clear we went to karaoke last night. I mumbled real world by matchbox 20 and then several drinks later and with the aid and influence of jason I squeeled wonderwall... Jason didnt do come fly with me all too bad, cara froze and giggled while almost managing to sing I will survive... And scotty slaughtered good riddance :P I think me and scotty need to do a duet next week :P


In other news, many random messages were sent by myself and jason at 1am-3am... Mine mostly said, "drunk" or "i need a hug"... naturally nobody came and gave me a hug...

I might plod over to the hub and go shopping.... feel like getting outta the house today

It started out as a kiss, how did it end up like this?

Thursday was an interesting day. Before the pub scene which took its toll on me, there was an honours information session at uni. Most of the honours projects available look extremely complicated however I'm sure the supervisors will step us through whats going on, at least to an extent. It's kind of exciting that we get an office too. Im not sure how many people have to share an office but yeh... How cool.

Also I'm not sure wether or not to take second semester next year off after I finish my degree in june. Or to start honours with the project first instead of the coursework. Which might be quite difficult...

Currently the prospect of going overseas is winning. I have a cousin in america and lots of family in scotland. I'm told you can get a round-the-world ticket for like 2.5 thousand and a return trip to europe alone is like 2k so might as well just go to the U.S. for a month or two then maybe stop somewhere interesting on the way and end up in scotland where I can get a crappy car off of my uncle hopefully and drive about europe. But then again this is all just a dream atm. It's both exciting and scary. 7 months overseas living in backpacker inns and hopefully staying with family a little bit here and there, working in pubs or something.


So as I was saying thursday was quite interesting, because thursday night I ended up quite drunk. Was a really good night. Darren was trying to set me up with some chick who he said was looking at me. Which I did end up talking to her for a little while until heather scared her off... Though she was too attractive to be talking to me she probably was just waiting for me to offer to buy her a drink. Although I wasn't in my flirty drunk mood, I was still shy. :( I also saw rach and co. there, thats something I haven't seen for a while. haha and rach was drunk, thats something thats even rarer to see :P. Ended up hanging out with darrens freind daniel again (not sure if I mentioned here last time I was pissed with him) but anyways he ended up picking up some chick and then her freind decided that she gets to follow me around because my freind hooked up with hers it seems. And she was trying to get me drunk :S. Maybe if she was hot I wouldnt have minded :P. There was actually quite a few chicks there last night, although not towards the end. Some chick thought I was hitting on her because I stupidly asked where I knew her from :S so she told me she had a kid or a boyfreind or both or something and I was like so... oh yeh that came across wrong and then had to try to make myself look less stupid. Don't think it worked.

As per usual I have to do something so I have to end the post here. Had something intelligent to say too but that can wait til later

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Alright I'm back, and as promised I have something quasi-intelligent to say. I couldnt sleep last night because a strange thought came into my head that seemed to offer a possible solution to the current dark matter problem. Obviously it can't be as simple as this, but it is indeed an interesting idea. Get this, all forces are said to be mediated by a force carrying particle. Often massless particles otherwise the universe wouldnt really work... Now anyways gravity is theoretically mediated by the graviton, a massless (rest-massless) spin 2 boson. So, taking this into account. Gravitons must clearly have energy which means they must clearly have a mass when they are moving. E=mc^2, energy is mass.... Now that means that the path of gravity can be bent by gravity doesnt it? Which means that gravitons can technicall "fall" (loosely speaking) towards a larger mass, such as the black hole (or equivalent) that in the centre of the galaxy, thus "accelerating" them giving them more energy. Photons exhibit this behaviour. So if a gravitons energy is what accelerates and object towards a massive object a more energetic graviton will appear to have come from a heavier source, thus making the mass in the outer regions of the galaxy behave as if they are heavier.

Critisism encouraged.

In space, no-one can hear you scream

While investigating the possibility of "warp drive" and eating my Weet-Bix this morning, I had a sudden thought; Sex in space.

Do you have the time, to listen to me whine?

About nothin and everything all at once.

I am one of those melodramatic fools

Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it.



Last night was Scotty's 21st, was a good one. Despite the fact that we couldnt get him drunk until afterwards... he downed those tequila shots at jd's quite well and he was quite drunk from then on out. I wore a suit :D... and wore it to davies too. It was fun.

Fudgey and liz hooked up... that was kinda cool. and erm... im being dragged to food so there goes that post...

Adventure

I sent out 19 txt messages yesterday (yes much more than just 'the group') trying to enlist people in "an adventure" from the 25th to 30th of this month. I still haven't heard from most of them (most of you)... but so far if it goes through this is what will happen... for people to take time off i need to know numbers and if its actually happening within the next day or two... Camping at somewhere with a GOOD beach, hrrm thats about it really... I'm thinking Pt. leo or even sorento/portsea again... open to suggestions.

So far we have:

Yes:
Myself
Ben
Chris
Kiah


Undecided:
maybe rhiannon
Michelle might come down for a few days.
Amy is a "HUGE maybe"
Darren said "what the?"
Lennice is a maybe
Jason is a prob not, maybe for a few days in between.



No:
Fudge/Erin/Sean/Meagan/matt/rach



Since ben was asked verbally, i got a response from 10 out of 19 messages... I need to know people... Or is this going to be another one of those things that everyone says maybe so it can't ever be planned.


Rude Pricks:
Amy Peg
Brooke
Caz
Jason
Kiah
Rach
Scott
Matt


Ok, I either miscounted the 19 messages the first time, or I missed someone when I was listing people there...

So... folks... let me know

Tell me where i'm supposed to begin...

Well it finally happened... For those who don't know. I finally broke.

Friday night/saturday morning... totally broke down. Was not a pretty sight indeed. I think that's all that will be said on that one.


No more shots for me ever again. No more alcohol until scotts 21st which will be restricted to only beer and no skulling.


So it's been a while since i've posted... I keep putting something here and then not having enough to post so I delete it. I might be able to work a day or two at jd's hopefully then i'll quit safeway and just not have money... I think it would be a whole lot better for me. As long as I cut back on spending money on crap.


shit i better do my taxes