She's a brick

Well that was a long quiz... they are so stupid to read but pass time in filling them out.

Had volleyball finals yesterday... lost. but runners-up isnt too bad really.

Played again tonight and won. it was good.

Met Anna for lunch today. I'm going to start calling people by their names rather than chick from thursday etc....

Well not even for lunch... for the cliche coffee shop meeting. I got a hot chocolate while i waited because i didnt wanna sit there and not buy anything then she showed up and got nothing... was weird as. sat there for 2 hours talking about absolutely nothing.

man everytime i try to blog i end up in 6 conversations one of which has 5 participants... this isnt going to last...
so until next time... smells like teen cabbage

Another annoying quz

The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:

1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
Never, Burnt some of the hair off ages ago when i was drunk. Amy once shaved part of one of my legs when i was drunk.

2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Well and truly asleep

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Eating pasta!

4. Are you any good at math?
One of my few skills

6. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Not really no.

7. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
HECS

8. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
Of course. Although i'm sure nobody hears it because it's voluntary to listen to it. As opposed to those freaks who play three different songs simultaneously without being able to turn them off.

9. Last thing received in the mail?
Hrrm... Bank statement or something. Don't get much

10. How many different beverages have you drank today?
Not sure, a few.

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?
Nope. They suck.

13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
That's plain lame...

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
No.

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
Funny story there... I don't really go to the dentist. Went the other week for first time in 10 years... So yeh hard to answer really.

16. What is out your back door?
My back yard.

17. Any plans for Friday night?
Work, pub.

18. Do you like the ocean?
Love it

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorns?
Nope.

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
nope

22. Something you are excited about?
Nothing really...

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELL-O?
Or not..

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Nope. Don't think so anyways.

25. Describe your keychain:
Um, it has keys.

26. Where do you keep your change?
In my wallet

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Hmm how large? If it's just like in class then a few weeks ago... otherwise then never. Or karaoke...

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
I dont

29. What was the weather like on your graduation?
How would i know

30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
Depends if i close it or not when i walk into the room

31. who would you like to meet?
Meh...


1. Initials:
SMM or SMMc or SMc

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Ez

3. Favorite fruit?
Mango or strawberry

4. For or against same sex marriage?
Only if both chicks are hot.

5. Are you allergic to anything?
Something, not sure what though.

6. Are you bisexual?
*shudder*

7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?
I once passed out with sutto's dressing gown on.... that was funny

8. How many U.S states have you been to?
None

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
None

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
Bloody yanks

11. Name something physical you like about yourself?
I'm tall

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself?
My smarts

13. Do you have any pets?
Yes

14. What is your dream car?
Stringray

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
Everywhere fun

16. Are you bipolar?
WTF kind of question is that. Hopefully not, but it could explain some things eh

17. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive?
LAME

18. Where would you want to go on a first date?
At least 3rd base? :P who cares, something nice

19. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
You don't even know who it is

20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
nope

21. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Dont think so

22. What was the last text message you received?
Not checking, i think peg and some kind of closing statement after she enquired about anna

23. Have you ever bungee jumped?
Not yet

24. Have you ever white water rafted?
Not yet

25. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
*shudder* why is it so

26. Are you racist?
Sometimes.

27. What song are you listening to right now?
none.. But i'll fix that... now it's john mayer - no such thing

28. What's your favorite song at the moment?
Not got a for the moment one right now... But Mr. Jones and Good riddance will always be my favourite songs

29. What was the last movie you watched?
Bad santa

30. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Meeting anna at a coffee shop... so cliche

31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Not seriously... though sometimes attacked council property

32. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Not seriously... But i wanted to yesterday

33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
It depends on which way they're facing

34. What's your fav. body part on the opposite sex?
Whatever they have going for them

35. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
[object uninitialized]

36. Say something totally random about yourself:
BUCKAWK!!

37. Do you have an iPod?
Nope

38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Nope... though often i get called some guy from neighbours

39. Do you have freckles?
I can't remember... i dont think so

40. Are you comfortable with your height?
Yes

41. Do you love someone right now?
Not exactly no

42. How tall are you?
6'1 or 6'2

43. Do you speak any other language other than english?
Scottish?

44. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Yes for the formal

45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Yes

46. Do you watch MTV?
Sometimes

48. What's something that really annoys you?
People that speak before they think. Fat people. People who think they are right about everything when they really have no idea. People who think they are better than everyone else. Wogs

50. Do you like Michael Jackson?
Not as a person, though don't mind some of his music

51. Have you ever surfed?
One day

52. Do you know how to pump gas?
HAHA

53. Do you drive?
Of course

54. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
Umm it was something in the vicinity of 40-50 hours i beleive....

55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
It crossed my mind with mine, seans and fudge's driving over the years

56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergenccy?
Nope

57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
Who hasn't?

58. What's your favorite state to live in?
Happiness, not like that happens often though

59. What color is your hair?
My hair colour is black is thats what it means...

60.What color are your eyes?
Greenish... (COLOUR)

61. Do you have any special talents?
I burp. I can skull a pot pretty fast.

62. Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
Milk? Maybe..

63. Favorite city?
Havent seen much else..

64. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
Nope

65. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
A pirate?

66. Who do you live with?
Mum and bro

67. Last thing you watched on TV?
No idea... its been so long

68. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
yes... varies which one from day to day

69. Have you ever taken a roadtrip?
Not really... not a propper one anyways

Tell me who, he's bakin up a soufflé...

Bridie o reiley's is a gay bar (at least on friday nights)

Dear god that was scary... being there for 15 mins before realising that not only was everyone ugly, they were gay.

So anyways. The city isn't worth the hike at all.


I messaged that chick from thursday night, Anna. I know i shoulda called, but it's so hard on the phone. I never know what to say. This was about an hour ago, still no reply. Not entirely phased either way atm. Just figured it's pretty shit of me to dance with her all night get her number then never make any kind of contact. I still maintain that the majority of the girls you can meet at a pub are far from what i'd call my 'type' and those that might actually be my type wouldnt end up dancing with some random guy for most of the night.

Sha la la la la la la

Staring at this yellow haired girl...

In case the post at around 4am this morning didn't give a good indication; I was drunk last night. I went out with the intention of staying there after the only people I knew (peg, lennice and daz) left. I did. I hung around people like ben and shane (the old pub people) then dave (from vinnies/peg) and then some blonde chick called Anna who as I found out much later we may have been perving on on monday night. Well that is if she is attractive and I wasn't the victem of sambuca goggles.

I was originally under the impression that dave knew these chicks... well this chick and her kinda larger freinds. And the bloke that was dancing with them. As it turns out, he didnt. When I was doing my usual dancing the bloke that was there was like those chicks over there are checkin you out go hook in... So I grabbed the aforementioned Anna chick and started dancing with her... As it turned out he was trying to pick her up and wanted to get rid of me by pointing at the chicks behind him... Man that backfired for him. Nothing happened with this chick, just was flirting but it made it a good night...

Especially when her older brother who looked about 26 who was taller and beefier than me by a long shot was trying to get her into a cab and get her home and she insisted on sitting at the cab rank talking to me when he gave up and left. Man that was funny. I was trying to explain to him to back off cos she'll be fine. All the while he was getting angrier and angrier. Man it's lucky i'm not dead yet I reckon.

FUCKING HELL!!! i keep hitting ctrl S out of habit from typing this stupid uni shit for the past fortnight and it keeps publishing it.


I wish I could tell you more about the night, but i'm not entirely sure of any aspects. And I need kfc chicken skin

Sambuca

I farted in his car, but i tipped him

Quiz from pegs myspace blog

1. NAME ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT ?
My right wrist. Sliced it open climbing a fence when I was 6.

2. WHERE ARE YOU?
Home

3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Solid. But i like it

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Anything but doof

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
Not sure... havent looked at it for a while and its so cluttered i dont notice

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Sanity

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My old life

8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
12.40 ish, scotland time

10 WHAT ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP?
Probably the same reasons why my last relationship should never have started.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Not really

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Not sure. Last time I cried wasn't last time somebody in particular did it though. Last person was probably rachel. And that wasn't exactly on purpose that was my own doing i spose.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
D&G

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Whatever suits them

15. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
I avoid them when i can

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
One for morning and the otehr ngiht night... Pills for lunch

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Depends on mood, boring stuff like margheritta, hawaiian or meatlovers

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Not sure

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
No Idea

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
Nope

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
Dont know

22. DO U LIKE SOMEONE?
Yes, but i'm giving up these days.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Nope

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
None.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
69 stingray

27. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
Too expensive. It's become a bit of a gimick these days... But one day it would be very nice

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS?
huh...

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
If i knew, i would

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED :
pi

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Havent we had this question before... just in different words

32. WHO IS THE ONE PERSON YOU CALL OFTEN?
there isnt one... there is two, sean and amy

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU?
Way too many things, mostly people

34. HAVE YOU BEEN TO THE U.S.A ?
Not yet

35. YOUR FEARS?
Losing it, so to speak

36. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU RECIEVED?
Not sure.

37. FIRST JOB?
Vinnies

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Only people that i quasi know when im drunk

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Sitting on the compy talking to people trying to avoid typing homework

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
No idea, i'd say make me look generally better

41. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE?
once or twice

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I dont

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Become a criminal

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
I dunno

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2.6?

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Hence, junior

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Oh yeah, cos giant thermonuclear reactors can magically make life better

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
is this question for girls...

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Monday

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yeh, it's a reminder that i dont have and of the other side of the brain...

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
strass

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
I'm sure i have many

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Umm why would i be embarrassed of my music taste?

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yes. But i'd argue with me all the time.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Possibly, but i'm usually pretty good with that...

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yes

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
If its at somebody in particular then i act as calm as possible and try to make them get angry themselves... if its in general i punch walls and drive like a maniac

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
My car

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Only usually trustworthy people. I'm a fairly good judge of character

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Not sure.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
I rarely delete numbers so over 150

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Noooo......

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Nope

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Somebody who's company i could enjoy

66/. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?


67.WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
Hmmm... i'm not sure... I assume it means physical pain, and i honestly don't recall. I have a few memories of falling out of a tree when i was little... once on my back onto a root.... or perhaps when amy rolled off of my bed and her hip landed on my nuts..

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
sometimes

69.WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
Jack and coke last night

71. WHAT'S THE LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
Umm.. woulda been when i scratched my balls this morning

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Orange, black

73. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
Varies... or many

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
1 is coming through atm

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
doesnt bothere me at all

76. WHO ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
matchbox 20, so please hand me the bottle, i think i'm lonely now

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
cornflakes

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Sean i think

79. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Their most obvious feature

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT-PROVOKING SONG?
not sure

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
I dont enjoy hating things

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
Some kind of juice i reckon

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:


84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Anything to play.. nothing to watch

85.WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
Black

86. EYE COLOR?
Green

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
yep

88. SIBLINGS?
1 brother

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
november, It marks the beginning of a long long uni holiday

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
nope

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Some guy wandering down the street yelling boobies...

92. Favorite Day of the Year?
A good day...

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Always

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both... but if i had to chose hugs...

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationship

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
who cares

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
who cares

99. BIGGEST FEAR?
you asked me already..

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Who knows... probably, its one-sided love that makes this world suck

And it's starting to show

So before I'm old I'll confess...

So yeh, it's been a while since I've posted here huh? Theres just not much to say, I'm overloaded with work which I can't bring myself to do because it just seems like anything I do doesn't make an kind of dent in it. As several of you know - probably most haven't really paid that much attention to me to remember though - while I don't actually do astronomy, I'm technically enrolled in it. I think thats the best way to put it. I thought about it the other day. I've dont one assignment weighing 10% of my mark, there is another one which was an observational report which I really couldnt be stuffed with also worth 10% and an exam worth 70%. Leaving 10% unaccounted for. As it turns out there was another assignment due last thursday worth the remaining 10%. Now me finally giving in and admitted I need help is a big fucking thing really. I mean I hate asking people for any kind of help It makes me feel kinda useless... So I went to the main lecturer's office and basically explain to him I've had a really bad semester I've fallen behind in everything and I've missed heaps of the lectures. I told him I just found out about the assignment and asked if I could hand it in the following day and I try my best to do it and what should I read up on specifically if I want to catch up and pass. In slightly less direct words, his response was fuck off you've failed.

What a fat asshole. In fact words cannot describe his level of obesity. But to give you an idea, he has to lecture from a stool because he can't hold up his own weight.

So now that my behind his back complaining about him is done I feel slightly better. I also emailed the other lecturer for the course and explained my situation to which she said try to get teh assignment in by thursday and gave me a list of things to read up on.


My mum has been away since friday morning and is coming back this coming friday... It's been weird. I can't cook at all. and the house is starting to smell.


Hmm more on that later. I best get the aforementioned assignment done.

Lord I'm doin' all I can..

Hmm my title just reminded me of something else. My little brother brought a bible home from school today as part of his homework. He has to copy out a part.

But I naturally opened to Genesis 1:27 which is bit I devoted to memory three years ago so I could quote it alongside Nietzche quotes in my "pond scum theory" essay. But it wasn't the same as what I recall, it was like, made into words that are easier to understand for stupid people. And the bible had some kind of... non-bible looking pictures on the cover and had little black and white pictures scattered through the text...

Definatially was not of biblical standards...


So with that said, I seem to have forgotten my initial topic of this blog. So I might just complain for a bit. Freaking homework building up... But i'm sooo tired for no reason so I can't do it. I'd go to bed if I didnt have volleyball in an hour. On saturday myself, jason and scotty went to blitz in berwick. Was like canadian club... similar but different (i think thats how it goes). Though the metal detected us on the way in to make sure we werent armed... makes you wonder how often people get stabbed there if we still dont have them in frankston.

Ok.... bored now... going to play computer cards...

Keep the faith

Even though I'm posting mostly crap these days, I'm posting something quite frequently. It keeps me procrastinating though, and thats all that matters. I've had these lab reports to do for so long but I don't know where to start. They are going to be crap regardless, especially since it's been so long since we did the experiments. I considered doing them last night, but I decided that last night was for drinking the rest of that grolsh with sean.

Damn it I always get distracted by other web pages etc. and forget I'm blogging, on the up side I did find this Heavy Metal T-Shirt

Hmm I might go get ready for uni now.

No need to explain the plan, no need to even bother

Spontaneity strikes again!

I just took my own advice from my last post and may have just complicated things once more... I doing so I may have also expressed myself clearer than I think though.




So whats new?

I spent nine hours yesterday, including the drive home from uni and eating lunch and dinner, reading books and webpages to write an essay... An essay on M-theory... No link provided intentionally...

It's some fucked up shit right there...

In fact, I might put my essay up here actually... At the end of the post, i'll leave the essay for people to scan over, hopefully people understand what string theory and M-theory are about a little more once reading it.

Just when everything calms back down to normality. I have a tendancy of making things more complicated. Maybe it's because I like a challenge, or maybe im just stupid. Who knows?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



[EDIT]

as promised

On M-Theory:
How long is a piece of string?

Happy yesterday to all. We were born to die.

Current Mood: Comfortably Numb


Like any tool; the mind must be beaten and ground to keep it sharp.



Staying sane today.