Exhausting

Today i put the exhaust with the tip and without the resonator back on my car so its nice and loud again and we picked up seans new exhaust too. Cars sound so cool with no exhaust. :D

Had to go for a quick drive without the exhaust, sounded fuckin nuts. Nice burble to it :D.

Seans car now keeps up with me... we are gonna try to have a propper race tonight. Been a while. I don't know who will win. If sean does i'm getting the cam done :D.

We won volleyball on monday. Best game ever. We absolutely kicked ass and there was only 3 of us. It's better when there is more room to move about i reckon. Then afterwards we went to karaoke at playhouse in mordi. Was quite cool, except for the same of me who had become quite drunk in an effort to calm my nerves with alcohol. Very bad at singing.

I wanna be a rockstar

sha la la la la la la

Strange how bad things always happen all at once... Just sprung another leak in the radiator which is slowly becoming more of a block of chemiweld with some radiator in it. I'm just waiting for the engine to cool down enough so that is doesnt spray radiator water all over me. Whats new?

Volleyball tonight, I wonder if there is going to be another outburst like last week. Though i could see it coming before the game even started. I can't wait though. It's probably my current highlight of the week. I've decided i am going to say something to that chick today or tomoro, but i'm not sure what yet. I'll just see. *scared*

Karaoke tonight at playhouse too. Apparently they have free shooters for those who sing :D. Anyway i'm going to check if its cool enough

So don't delay, act now. Supplies are running out.

POLL:

Should I ask someone to a movie or not?

The most i know about them is their name and where they work.

Victoria, The Garden State

Yesterday was by far the most random day ever. During our wednesday night drinking session since thursday was Australia Day we did our random phoning thing. And ended up talking to one of cara's freinds in bendigo so we said we are going to bendigo, because it seemed like a good idea at the time. But then we spoke to another one of cara's friends from croyden park and told her that we would pick her up on the way to bendigo. So i stopped drinking at around 2am so i could drive in the early morning to bendigo. At almost 5am we left my house on a 7 hour 350-400km drive. At whatever time it was when we found croyden park and phoned up this chick again and said we were outside she almost freaked out because didnt beleive us. So after a little convincing she came out to the car and we were on our way to bendigo. After several stops at servo's and maccas for breakfast we were 70 km from bendigo in the middle of absolutel nowhere with nothing but a long road and trees in all directions i decided i needed a powernap or we would die because i kept shutting my eyes for a second and finding the odometer had changed notable during that fraction of a second. We got out of the car where a few people peed in this place called woodend or something to that effect. It was 9am the sun hadnt been up for long and there was road going both directions with nobody else possibly in sight, and just trees all around us. So in the spirit of "Garden State" I stood facing the trees and cooeed as loud as i could and then got back in the car for my nap. Strangly, two cyclists came into sight, rode past and off over the hill. It was around that point in which my mother called wondering what had happened to the house and where were we etc etc. This was the turning point of the excitement as i thought i might need to find somewhere new to live. It's ok now.

We turned around started driving back, stopped at a mcdonalds car park in which i had my powernap then got lost in melbourne trying to get to croyden park to drop off heather where we found her then got everyone home and i was home just before lunchtime.

The randomness doesnt stop there. Later that day we decided to go sit on the beach in mornington to watch the storm that was coming, because it was a hot day with lightning. But after just sitting on the beach amongst the other heaps of people there cooling off it started pissing down. Heavy, painful rain. We ran for cover and stood there half drenched already. Then in the spirit of that morning decided something unusual was in order. I took off my shirt and amy put it under hers because she has a towel around her to keep her dry, then jason and fudge followed and we stashed stuff in the car and then just went back out to watch the storm. We all got absolutely drenched but it was awesome to watch the storm from a lookout point in the rain, then just as the storm calmed down, the Australia Day fireworks started. It was by far the most awesome day in shitlong.

I just want to wish you well

So much i want to say but so little i want to say publicly. Ever since people i didnt expect to read this found it and were quite offended by it, i don't want to say anything incase things spread. So instead i'll just let you know that there is stuff i want to publish but won't.

Won't be long til the truth comes out, first impressions never last.

Closing time, open all the doors and let you out into the world

Well my car is back on the road... but stuck in the driveway for the meanwhile. On the way back from vicroads after finally getting it deemed roadworthy, the water pump gasket blew out. Fixed it yesterday but obviously not well enough because it didnt seal properly and its still leaking. Going to try again today but i need to borrow a socket wrench from someone because the one i need is broken.

Matt tells me that 21st is gonna cost $25 on wednesday, how shit is that. Can't find any details about it on the website either. I don't really want to go anymore. It's not worth $25.

Anyway, larger post later. For the time being i'm going to try to fix my car

I was only 19

Well i'm keeping up my fitness plan. I havent had anything fattening, ok so its been two days. I do plan on drinking on wednesday night, and i know that doesnt help, but thats the last thing to go i think. Though i won't drink to excess. So far i've done 80 pushups since yesterday when i said i was going to do it this time. Don't know how many situps i've done, but i did a set of 50 just before. Once my arms are not hurting i'm going to do sets of 20 pushups and 50 situps every day if i can. NO KFC! I'm going to go for a jog and a swim tomoro hopefully. Well depending on wether everything goes ok with getting my car back on the road.


In less straight forward blogging.

Everyone has a secret, i don't think people realise that most secrets they have are at least suspected by others. Think about those things you wish you could tell someone, there is a good chance they know already. If they havent asked, they are either thick and havent picked up anything, or don't want to ask you because they fear that they are right and don't want to be. I'm sure several people are thinkgin its about them, it's not. It's about everybody.

I'm not sure how far word of mouth has taken it. But i broke up with kate this morning, i'm sure thats no surprise to anyone, anyway. So now i will have to figure out what to do with myself.

I'm really not sure what i want out of my life, i suppose if i did then it wouldnt be fun. Half the fun is figuring it all out. Up until now, when somebody asks what i regret, i tell them i regret nothing. I now have one regret. Though i'm sure, like everything else i will one day realise that it didnt matter at all. I went straight ahead down the freeway of life instead of taking the scenic route by turning off at a particular exit i wish i had.

Red m & m's, blue m & m's. It doesnt matter, they all end up the same colour in the end.

From far away for far too long

Well after my last post, I phoned sean and the both of us went for a run. Just because it was 37 degrees (celcius for any random imperial readers who think that might be cold) when we jogged past karingal hub. I've never been so sweaty in my life. But we managed to get some kind of exersise. I'm sure we will get better if we manage to do it more often. I also ate dietfully today and i will not eat take-away (excluding subways low fat subs)

No regrets now, they only hurt.

I also burnt a few calories off tonight at the 21st. Myself, Fudgey and Scotty went to 21st. I think we need a bigger group for going though because i kind of get embarrassed trying to dance, especially sober.

Ok todays poll is: "should i dance?"

Perhaps more specifically, how badly am i embarrassing myself and is that the reason there are big empty spaces nearby me when i dance?


This chick from work, she only turned 18 a few months ago, she is as bad if not worse than me when i was going to flannies every week. I see her at 21 and flannies every time i go out and she is always hammered. She came up to me and said she had been swimming in the beach. (memories). But she was wearing a low cut top and was like, feel here (with refrence to her chest) its all wet. Kinda creeped me out, i'm gonna put that in the communication book at work i think.

Listen to iron maiden baby with me.

Every playboy bunny with the bleached blonde hair

Cos we're all just a wannabe big rockstar


Well camping was fun, though any stories from camping are quite pointless because almost everyone who reads this was there and the others i'm sure have been told by now. So i'll skip that one.

In other news, i should have my car back on the road on monday if nothing else goes wrong. *crosses fingers* All i've got to do is go into the garage with smaller rims on when the mechanic is there then take it to vicroads where they are supposed to take the canary off. But thats already off anyway :P

Also, myself amy, j and caz decided to share a bottle of tequilla last night. Once cara was getting to the point of no return, as in falling over and struggling to get to her feet, me and jason decided to finish the rest of the tequilla (so she couldnt have more, kinda). But caz grabbed the tequilla bottle and tried to skull what was left. She doesnt remember anything after that.

It was absolutely awesome fun at my place jumping around drunk listening to music, but by the time we went to the pub and it was just me, j and amy now. I was way too tired to do anything. Well actually i danced for a while but got tired and wanted to go home. So we got seans keys and sat in the back of his car for an hour or so waiting for him to finish. Myself and jason phoned and messaged so many people it wasnt cheap. But man was it fun. Not many people appreciated being woken up at 3am. I even sent "active have a seat" to almost everyone in my contact list. Even to numbers i've never used before and people i havent spoken to in ages. in fact mostly those people. There is one number thats in my phone under weirdo which has been there for ages. I think it was a wrong number that i saved for the sake of it, but that person gets lots of strange messages and pranks when we are drunk. Some of the reactions were quite funny. We also played a game in which i gave jason a number that i had and he didnt and he had to figure out who it was before he ran out of credit or got hung up on... Mostly he got hung up on, but he managed to figure one out, which was sylvia.

Well i've decided once more to lose weight and get fit. I want a totally new appearance i think. But i don't know what suits me. I should bleach my hair, that would freak everyone out. We will see

Tattoo's and Memories

I am Jack's wasted life.

Last night was one of the coolest nights in a long long time. Nights away from the regular crew usually are heaps better. When i first got there i felt heaps out of place because i didnt know anyone and felt kinda old for the crowd. But that's just because there was so many peoples younger siblings there, though i'm only a year older than most of them. There were a few people i recognise from work, regular customers that i talk to sometimes and some people i had turned down for ID too. There was even somebody from work there too, the one that ez's bro dave shagged. :P I gave them both shit when i realised.

I got almost no sleep because everytime i almost fell asleep i started snoring and somebody hit me. I'm not asleep right night because i finished work at 11 and it takes me time to wind down, and i had two V's to get me through it.

Gotta convince channy to have another party, it was sooooo much better than when we all drink somewhere and sit thinking of something to do.

Leader of Men

Last night was totally awesome for being sober, though it still cost me $20, but its bloody $10 to get in and then $6.50 for a red bull, but oh well it was well worth it because if i was drinking i would have had just as much fun except i would have paid $90 for a headache and sore stomache, and i think jason would feel similar atm.

I really wish i knew what i looked like when i was dancing, because sobriety is inversly proportional to self-confidence. So at times i kind of freaked out because i think i kept going too far. Fudgey and Jason were on the podium thingos :P, that was histerical. Fudgey was doing seans glostick dance. Then he was trying to dance near chicks in the hopes they would dance with him, dude i think you creeped people out, it was all stalker-like. :P

hmm i can't be bothered posting more on last night, a drunken source will i'm sure. I need to find a source for puff the magic dragon by mxpx :P

And that's a good line to take you to the bridge...

I hate people. I remember a few posts ago I was talking about how seldom people go out of their way to help a stranger, though there is a few people out there who would. There are also people though, probably more people out there who would intentionally go out of their way to cause trouble for other people just to give themself a little bit of self satisfaction.

About a month ago i spoke of a woman jumping out on the road to write down my number plate because my tyres squeeked on the damp road. This woman did indeed get my number plate and called the police and reported me as doing it frequently. On thursday night they came to my house at 9pm to perform a (random) roadworthy test in my driveway. My car is 2-3 mm too low at one point where the rest is like 50mm above the 100mm clearance required and because its too loud i have to get a roadworthy certificate with is going to cost me a few hundred all up, so there goes all christmas money so the last post can be totally ignored because i cant aford anything anymore.

Everybody wants to be a hero...


In other news, there isn't much else to talk about because I feel like going round to her house knocking on her door then knocking her out when she answers the door. Stupid cow.



On thursday night we went to go to flannies because i haven't been for yonks but the line was so unbeleivably long by the time the cops left and we got there that it wasnt worth waiting all night outside and probably never getting in. I think we will have to get there at 9.00 if we ever want to go there again. Though i still think we should check out jacks bar in mornington on a thursday. They have the same drink specials so i reckon they will be busy too and i think they have a band too. we could even get dinner there and then just hang around.

You think that i'm strong. You're wrong. You're wrong.

Babylon is every town

Ok, Poll time.

1)
Should i get a spoiler?


2)
Should i get a bonnet bulge?


3)
Should I get a new cam/ground cam?


4)
Should I save my money and put it towards a new car eventually?





On other news i have unholy socks!!!!


(well unholey i spose would be more correct)

Keep Walking

Well this is my 200th post, i wouldnt have noticed had i just not been reading other people blogs and noticed that amy had recently hit hers.

Strange eh. Feels like i've done more. I should compile some of the notable ones over the past few years. The story of my life. It's not as boring as I would have thought it would be. In fact more interesting than most of the stupid shows on tv nowadays... I wish my life was a movie it would be cool.

I've decided rather than posting on other peoples comments i will instead leave my own comments here.

With regards to bens recent post about drinking, I concur. A few drinks with freinds playing poker (or pool, or both) is an ideal night. Or sitting in the pub but then that costs too much. On the other hand, It is fun to have a few drinks and dance like a moron when the music is loud. And slide on the cool wall at cruze. Though i know i shouldnt drink so much that i dont remember anything and throw up and call in sick for work the next day. Usually there are two ways this happen... A. I get put in a bad mood with someone bite of my nose to spite my face so-to-speak. or B. Drink with J.

I've been having more dreams, dreams of every day life but unusual things happening. I just suddenly remembered part of last nights. I'm not sure who was in it. But "people" who were familiar, not sure who it was though because no1 did anything special in the dream. But we all lived in a house together, big one on top of a hill.. a bit like the one at the top of scotts court but with an even steeper hill. And for some reason there was some chick there who i don't know who she was that was there too.. Thats the only person i remember from the dream because i remember waking up thinking who was that. But there was like 6 of us living in this house. And i think there was a party. I wish i wrote it down when i woke up.

With respect to Ez's blog, yes you need to get a job. But you almost certainly need a car to get to most jobs now. Because its alot harder to get a job as you get older because they have to pay you more than the 14 year olds they could hire. Look for something on the bus line... Either frankston karingal Langwarrin or cranbourne. I know Rob is selling his vn calais when he can be stuffed probably for 2500 with RWC. I know its not an impreza but unless you want to be working for 5 years paying off the debt i'd recommend getting something like that.

For all those sinking into slumps recently, i give you a word of advice from Jonnie Walker...


Keep Walking.