Feel I'm getting old before my time...

Ok folks. Anybody interested in playing basketball or indoor soccer?

I know every time somebody suggests something like this it never gets organised. However, If I get 3 other people do be interested in either of these, I will find the extra players needed and sign up the team. When we will play is yet to be decided, but it will be tuesday, wed or thurs depending on the venue and who is avail.

Who is in?

Like the way it's meant to be....

Sometimes I wonder if some people can see how they appear to others. If they realise how silly they look to others. If they realise their actions contradict their oppinions, through technicalities and clauses.
Some people need to get over their own insecurities or else said insecurities will cause them to lose what they were insecure over in the first place.
Some people need to get a grip on their own life and not worry about some other people.

Mr Big

Dear Diary,
Tonight is the first thursday I haven't gone to flannies in yonks, and every longer since other people I know went but I didn't. Not sure why really. I know that several people (especially Amy) seem to think that this is because somebody else wasn't going to be there. This isn't the reason though. Perhaps I might have missed one sooner if I didn't know she was there, but it's hard to say because of how often I have been. Either way, the reason I am sitting here tonight is because I'm simply over it.

My sinuses have been getting really bad lately which has been causing some headaches again and causing me to spit blood and brown shit most mornings. It's also been causing me to have really wrestless nights because I can't breathe properly. I'm sure I'm snoring like a drunk Ben too.

Dear Diary,
Today I spent most of the day playing UO. I'm adicted again. In the physics seminar this morning we got told about quantum computing and next week he is going to talk about teleportation. Not Star Trek style teleportation, but the teleportation of a particle. I remember them talking on the news about scientists teleporting a particle and making it out as if we were going to be able to teleport people or something like that soon. It was stupidly corny. But at the time all I knew was that they teleported a photon which I didnt think was really all that enlightening however there is more to it. In fact no point trying to go into detail about what I was going to say because I doubt you read this far. Still reading?

Burn all the candles out, make a wish but not aloud...

The idea of a wish is quite strange, it's like. Hey if we really want something magically it will come to us... Yeah that sounds like a good way to live, don't work hard for anything just wait for everything to come to you. Stupid kids. I mean what do you wish for anyway? I mean 'happiness' is what everybody wants right? Happiness or enlightenment, which I would hope that to find one is to find the other though. Excluding those, and other things that would constitute the same at those; what would you wish for?

Healthy, wealth or wise...?
Stupid cliche.

I think I'd have to go for the health. Or perhaps some kind of superpower?

Taking a walk around the world...

I have spent most of my spare time since sunday (inclusive) doing one stupid maths-like question in my nano systems assignment. It is fucked. The part i'm up to, I started last night and spent several hours today on it also. I've given up on that question and might try to do the rest of the assignment tomorrow. It was due on monday that passed. Though I know at least 3 other people haven't handed it in out of 4 that i've asked and the class only has 15 people in it. So it's not like im falling way behind.

At least I'm following most of the lectures nowadays. Speaking of, one of the physics subjects I'm doing is the coolest subject I've done so far. (except for labs)

It's split into two parts, particle physics and nuclear physics. So far all we have done has been nuclear physics though the first particles lecture was today and that looks equally if not more interesting. Apparently electrons can travel backwards through time :S

Like snickers; gaurunteed to satisfy. :P I need a T-shirt like that

I'll watch from the other side

Where am I supposed to begin?

Why does it seems that your life is the most boring thing on the planet and as soon as something interesting happens in it everything follows. It's like every now and again you jump into one of those stupidly corny soapies.

We interupt this post to bring you more shocking news...

During typing I was assaulted by person # using person &'s msn. Asking questions about person &. Now as I type I'm sure scrolling is occuring etc. Prepare for awkwardness!!!


So as I was saying, everything is happening at once. Maybe less that I'm making it out to be, but still. Back from the floating disembodied head of colonel to just interesting things I've been finding out recently.

Raise the glass to the night...

I just want the world to see me

But I don't think that they understand.

Laying everything out to be broken

I just want you to know who I am.


So what's new? Still keep trying to join the gym. Today I took a towel for wiping the equipment and a towel for after my swim and shorts for swimming and planned 100% on joining the gym today. Unfortunately I forgot until I almost drove out of campus, then couldnt find a parking space anywhere withing 150m of the gym so I gave up looking and put it off another day.

Still trying to be good. But still have that inkling in the back of my head telling me to go hang out with the uni folks and get paraletic. Speaking of, I cause notable damage to my hand playing knuckles on saturday night at amy's bf's place. Played knuckles with his roommate for far too long after a bottle of jack and well my hand was so swollen the next day I had to call in sick to work that night. Today is thursday and the swelling has mostly gone down but its still quite oddly coulored. It's a giant bruise from my middle knuckles to almost my elbow. It spread so far because of all the pussy shit under the skin.

Hmm shit, I just remembered I have two parties im sposed to be at tonight. Hrrm. I should go to trippi's because well I should and because it's not too far away and also I said i'd be there because its dinner at davies. Although a guy from uni is having his 21st in the city and that'll be really fun. But then I have nowhere to stay or anything and I dont feel like trying to find my way home.

Today I had one class, in which I had to go in and get marked atendance because apparently participation is a major part in the seminars. Then I got to watch student presentations on those questions I posted about a little while ago when I have already done mine last week. What a waste of a day.

Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all my years have gone by...