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A six gun lover, a candle in the wind...

So... It's 3.21am... just finished my dinner technically... cos i didnt eat anything before the pub. This can be your first installment of my friday morning blues post... That post-pub post that is often quite intreuging.

So to sum up the past few days... I've decided i want nothing more than freinds from kasie... I'll keep in contact because a new freind never goes astray.

Something that somebody said a while ago that has stuck in my mind as a good indication to help you figure out how you feel if you are lost, is think about the person you (may or may not) want to be with... What would you feel if you saw them with somebody else? In fact it is that very thought that perhaps got me into this predicament... when meagan saw me with kasie.

If kasie is with somebody else, i'll think: prick. Because she acted like she 'liked' me... But that's about it.... If meagan was with somebody else i'd probably cry. In fact i know i would. So there it is, life is easy once again...

I dont wanna be lonely no more, i dont wanna have to pay for this.... Or so i've said for a long time.

But i'm scared. I don't know if i'm ready for it. Because all of a sudden i've become popular it seems. I actually have girls liking me... girls i've liked but never done anything about have been showing interest... random chicks who think i'm funny drunk... and things like that....

Now i mean i'm not one for picking up randoms, i've mentioned it before.. But i mean randoms are idiots. But, i mean some of these people i know arent idiots... and it's upsetting to turn everyone down. I mean, I'm freaking pathetic.




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So in other news... i somehow managed to cut open my right foot with my left big toe nail... on the right hand side of my right foot... its its pretty swollen atm and it bled a fair bit... i have a tainted bandaid and sock now....

When i got home tonight... i decided to make pizza.

Once it was ready i decided i was an experienced pizza chef... and got cheese all over the kitchen.... and it wasnt on my pizza anymore... scooped most of it back up... but my kitchen is greasy and messy now.


going now because my foot is killing me...

No bravery in your eyes anymore.

Well, last night was possibly the most horrific thing i've ever seen up close and in person...

Saw a fatal car crash less than a minute after it happened... Never thought i'd be the kind who would get squeemish... but fuck man...

Seeing the blood all over the road leaking from the upside-down car's passenger side window... The driver screaming at crying punching the car. Only looked 19 or 20... The full implications of such an accident never really hit me until i saw it first hand... I mean you know all about what can happen but it doesnt really have the same effect, no matter how grusome they make the ads on tv or the giant billboards... No ad campaign can even come close to encapsulating that scene...
Also to make matters more disturbing... Kasie went to school with the guy and i had actually met him at the pub 20 minutes before-hand through kasie...

Ok. Enough said about that.
I beleive that'll be an image that I will never forget though.

Push...

I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry, well

This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you around
You don't owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good


I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya
And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
When my face don't seem to want to shine
'cuz It's a little bit dirty well

Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
I've been cheated I've been wronged you,
And you don't know me, I can't change
I won't do anything at all

I'm steady but i'm starting to shake...

All i ate yesterday was one meal when i went out with dad... and an ice-cream from macca's at some point... All i ate today was a lemon tart thing this morning... and then i just had fish an chips for dinner... I think i made myself sick cos i ate heaps cos i was so hungry by that point...

It's not that i've been intentionally not eating or anything, i love food too much. I'm just skint. flat broke. Couldnt afford a cheeseburger from maccas kinda broke. and I've not been home often enough to make something (and too lazy to cook)

Dancing Queen.....

I was of the drunken variety again last night. And the night before. But last night in particular although i don't feel hungover strangly... where i felt pretty seedy for most of yesterday. I don't think i'll ever understand that one. And last night I had shots and a pot skull-off.

So at 3.15-3.30 or so I was standing outside the place thats not vics when a 4WD pulled up right next to us and was playing "I don't feel like dancin'" and opened the door so everyone outside could hear it. So I did my drunken dancing... The embarrassing kind... You know what I'm talking about... And me and some other drunk guy were dancing in the street with nobody else dancing around us, and everybody else who was nearby looking at us strangely I'm sure. I think I was the more embarrassing one.

Anyways... as for my predicament... Who knows!

Drunk quiz

1. When was the last time you drank?
erm i had one on sunday... but was drunk on wed,thurs and almost drunk on fri..

2. Where did u drink at?
Home the one was... had a few at jds on friday

3. Have you ever been kicked out of a bar?
Yeh.. plenty of times

4. Have you ever had an interaction with police while under the influence?
Only once i think

5. How many drinks does it take you to get drunk?
Quite a few. 15 standards or so

6. What is the last alcoholic drink you had?
Little creature pale ale

7. Have you ever gone to school/work drunk?
Yep... got drunk at uni a few times... got tipsy off free samples once at work

8. Do you get hangovers?
Sometimes... Not all that often anymore though

9. When did you start drinking?
Shit... The pool players fed me booze when i was 13 or 14

10. Have you ever thrown up on someone because you were so drunk?
Poor scotty

11. What is the craziest thing you have ever done while drunk?
Driving in my underwear without my contacts in at 8am?

12. Favorite shot?
Sambuca

13. Do you wish you were drinking right now?
Nope... weird

14. Have you ever been so drunk that you don’t remember what happened?
Often

15. What is the worst shot?
Not sure if i can handle tequila again... after the incident... in fact the worst shot i've had is half vodka, half pirate rum...

16. Do you drink during the week?
Yeh

17. Has someone asked you to stop drinking?
Probably

18. What is your favorite drink?
alcoholic i assume going with the theme.... which would have to be, Jack and coke atm i think... depends on the mood

19. When was the last time you were drunk?
Thursday

20. Have you ever been in a fight when you were drinking?
I've provoked many but never actually had a propper fight.

21. Does your family drink?
Yep

22. What is your favorite drinking game?
TRUTH OR PEAR!!

23. If you could have only one alcoholic drink for the rest of your life what would it be?
beer... there are many kinda for many occasions.. and it goes well with most meals :)

24. Have you ever had a drink named after you?
Dont think so

25. What is your favorite day of the year for drinking?
My Bday

26. What is the earliest time that you've started drinking?
9am (unless i've had an odd one like the cruiser morning) but 9am is the earliest i've started drinking and drank through the night

27. What is the longest stretch of time that you've drank?
9am til 6am

28. Have you ever passed out from drinking?
To a degree... or rather i would have if i wasnt carried to a bed

29. Ever have to go to the hospital because of something alcohol related?
Nope

30. Are you an alcoholic?
Nope

31. What are your parent's drinks of choice?
Scotch

34. What's your favorite song to sing in the bar?
we are the champions... or more recently... donald wheres yer troosers

35. Do you have a favorite bar?
Flannies!

36. Have you ever woken up in a strange place after a night of drinking?
Hmm yes

37. What types of alcohol have a bad effect on you?
Sambuca the most... :D

38. What is your favorite hangover cure?
KFC chicken skin

39. What is your favorite drunk food?
As above